>>20696935The only female interaction that sticks in my memory is in middle school, some bitch I never spoke to walked up to me, slapped me in the face, and stared into my eyes intently, maybe she was angry. I don't know, nothing was said. After like 7 agonizing seconds of her looking at me and me thinking, I then spent 3 seconds calculating in my head how much force she slapped me with and slapped her back with what I deduced to be equal force. She was utterly shocked and we never interacted again.
To add context, as the sole white in an all spic school, I was constantly getting into fights with male students and weathering racism. On the back of my hand I still have a black dot under my skin from where i once got stabbed half a lifetime ago. A permanent reminder of how much browns tormented me. My only solace is the times when I actually kicked one of their asses. Only on the occasions when they'd form a circle around me and the main bully rather than gang up on me.
Anyway, I wonder what the hell she was thinking. Who would slap a guy she's never met for no reason. Did she like me? Just curious really. I could never have loved her spic ass anyway.
