>>10203619I experienced parental love... to an extend
y'know it's somewhat hard to hate young kids up to the 8 yo mark, parents that hate their kids at or below that age gap tend to be pretty shitty parents and unsuited for their role as a caretaker
it's a lot about self sacrifice, that's for certain, if you're not ready to give up your pleasures for somebody's well being- you don't like them
if you're not ready to suffer and experience pain for somebody's happines- you don't live them
I guess that's where my passion for sadomaso dungeon porn comes from, though the stuff I found on sites like Kink or whatever seem pretty tame, aswell as most bdsm porn does, maybe it's for the lack of the real feel
I sacrificed a lot of things I take pleasure in (mostly money) for my well being (mostly food) and I endured pain countless time for my happiness (not in self mutilation way, and I'd say tattoo but that shit didn't hurt at all)
and last but not least I am perfectly fine with myself as myself, I wouldn't like to be anybidy else and all the changes are in the realm of comfortable flexibility
it's the bare minimum I'd demand from someone for myself and I'd be more than happy to end any and all forns of relationship with a perskn that is uncomfortable with changing something in their behviour I deem as "unacceptable" as demanding them to change seems like a pretty big thing to ask
but really though, what were the toppings on the pizz