>>914667I just wish I never found this place.
I wish I tried. 4chan and videogames ruined my life. I feel like I'm aged 15-16 mentally. People my age are doing amazing things. I don't feel like an adult. My birthday is in 3 weeks and I forgot how old I am. I'm an overgrown child, no life experience, no skills. A boy in a man's body as a result of wasting time on this shit.
I looked up the linkedin profiles of people I went to highschool with. I wanted to cry.
I can't believe I spent so much time here. It's warped my view of the world and given me pseudoADHD. I don't have any attention span because of the constant dopamine rushes I've trained my brain to experience.
If I had any children id ban them from using the internet unsupervised until about age 20.
The worst part is that I had every opportunity to be successful. There's people living in Africa who would never get 1/1000th of the chances I had.
