>>22090852I'm supposed to be on meds but I don't like the idea of taking them, but I do end up getting paranoid about feds or people I don't know trying to mess with me in subtle ways like I'm being watched, and so I end up yelling at them or asking if they're feds. I also get mad at inanimate objects when they don't work with me, and I think maybe it's demons or God cursing me. I'm usually normal, but I do have these flare ups and I at least realize it's crazy, so that means I'm not actually crazy I think, idk