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No woman will ever make you feel the way you want. You've entirely imagined the way you're supposed to feel. You took movies and tv shows and cartoons and projected them onto real life. Women in movies and tv are written by men. You have dedicated yourself to a fantasy and the torture you feel over not having it is entirely your own fault. You've made up a bunch of bullshit in your head and now you're mad at women for not living up to your ideal.
Women are not failures because they aren't like your anime waifu. Women are not sluts just because they aren't exactly like some tv character from 20 or 30 years ago.
I'm not shitting on you or trying to defend women. I'm trying to free you from the anger and depression that comes from chasing something that doesn't exist. It was your perception and expectations, this entire time, that caused all of your pain and suffering.
Women are women and they have not changed in 2,000 years. Read some Ovid and you will see that nothing is different except for your expectations which, as I said, were entirely created by media which was most likely written by a man.
The only way to alleviate your own suffering is to realize that you are the one in error, that reality is what it is, and that you are the one trying to fight against reality in favor of a daydream fantasy you have constructed in your head. Stop chasing some feeling that you've never actually felt before. Stop blaming other people for why you don't have what you want.
Look at reality. Assess it, analyze it. You have to operate in reality or you will continue to suffer in pain, frustration, and confusion. Autists are prone to this.