>>6867034You want your ego back? Do something you can be truly proud of/people like/adore you for. You definitely have the will in retrospect. But seriously you'll boost your ego, like I got my grandfathers guns, war shit, his other weapons, and his firebird, it's a 1979 6.6 v8 pontiac trans am. It was all in my will and I was willing to go to court, but she didn't want it so I took it all. Then I drove it from where it was (Florida) all the way to California. And if you kill yourself you're a coward who can't face what life throws at them, life continues and if you don't continue with it you'll perish within the sands of time.