>>20835975In the second session I gave him some papers he asked me to fill in at home, talked about how I feel in general, that I need to know what the fuck is wrong with me with an official diagnosis with a psychiatrist's signature (something he doesn't give by the way lmao) and in the end he gave me an "autism test" with 50 questions which unironically I can find on Google in Greek in the first 5 results if i search something like "autism test/do I have autism" in Greek which was just hilarious to see/experience. He also again claimed that pregabalin isn't addictive and that it takes up to a month for it to show results which is total bullshit, that's why it's recreational and people (including me in the past) take it recreationally in larger doses and it literally feel like a bliss. And for full effects for therapeutic reasons I doubt it would take more than a week to get the most out of it. He also prescribed me 60mg cymbalta for the afternoon which is an SNRI. Anyway that's why I'm saying I'm stuck with this psychiatrist in this shithole, I will see him a third time in more than a month and I will probably change psychiatrist because I don't feel comfortable/confident enough with him. He also told me I'm not autistic but I'm sure he meant it in the classic way of not being able to do basic stuff alone and take care of myself up to a point. Meanwhile I see a public rehab psychologist once a week whom seems to be cool but I've only seen him twice and if and when I need to look for a job I will have to stop seeing him because it's open until the afternoon and most jobs here are during the morning. All the symptoms are there for autism but I'm also worried about schizoid personality disorder and I've read that people with alcoholic parents are more prone to turn out as schizoid and one of my parents would definitely count as a functioning alcoholic.
