>>2345694Same here. Shes been in my dreams every night for a week. Ive got probably 10 hours sleep combined for the past seven days. I didnt eat for three days. Had a can of tuna on the fourth night. Didnt eat since then. Took a shit last night and it was black stool. Googles that and apparently it means my stomache is bleeding a lot inside. It feels like my heart is bleeding. I'm a wreck. I wanted to have her children. She even asked me to and i told her to wait.. now shes gone and i woke up dreaming of her.