>>2589145my own mind is my worst enemy rn, i basically hold people to absurdly high standards & hold myself to the same, so i never "feel" ready to ask someone out, or move out, or move countries, every obstacle i overcome i replace with another far off goal so idont have to deal with change but still get to complain about how im lonely or dont have enough control over aspects of my life
every year im worse, my misanthropy intensifies & i spend more time drawn back in my head talking shit calling everyone animals assuming im irreversibly socially retarded
so i probs just need to actually try
