>>15483385One iron rule of playing pretend online with autists is that no matter how hard you try, if you do it long enough, your more honest, real, "true" self will manifest itself through that pretend play.
Do it long enough and you pretending to be funni Madoka man will affect what you once considered to be your honest, real self, making space for a brand new identity dysphoria!
Among all the yous that you show to your family, to close irl friends, to close online friends, to semi-strangers, to that one particular online group, to that other particular online / irl group, to your school peers, towards people that are bound to you by the principle of hobby / sharing space for long periods of time scattered among weeks, months or years (like gym) - which one is the you that is you?
