>>20338641man, I used to be you. I didnt believe, even though I went to church every week as a kid. so I did what I wanted, where and how I wanted. this lead me to do heaps of drugs and booze. I did so much harm to me and others I decided to end it all. so, I took 1500gms of codeine. Lights out. bro. my NAN came to me, comforted me..she was dead..fkn how? than, angels or some shit had a talk with me. I woke up on a metal bench with doctors working on me. but, I changed in one day. I pray everyday now. and in turn, I keep now getting visits and visions. bro. its very very real. we are only here for a short time. "we forge our eternal souls in the forge of life"