>>9072977Not much to it, really. I finally got a job, but despite being the only person doing it at the times of day that I'm there, I get yelled at if I do how I've always been raised and focus on that quality, since it takes too long. At the same time, I simply can't bring myself to do a sloppy rush job. As a result, it's all kinds of stressful, and for just a snippet above my state's minimum wage.
I seem to spend days when I'm not working in a malaise.
I've always been someone who would go with the flow and roll with the punches, but now it finally seems like I don't have any ability to influence my own actions.
It is what it is, I suppose. Probably no point thinking about it overmuch.
