>>22740748Well Clyde, I think it's safe to say that you aspire to things that are greater than yourself. Which could be fine, but sometimes most of those things should stay on fantasy, and maybe daydreaming about them once in a while
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>>22740685 is right, and you should check what is what you need, talking realistically. There's no much need of something unbearable for most of us, just a modest but honest purpose. It's up on you, I can't stop you and I wouldn't even if I could, unless you are about to commit hideous deeds. But as far as I can tell, the only thing left is take action. It's on your hands, go for it