>>9397407no the guns are kept locked up all the time except when we use them and we have not yet fired real bullets we just learn how to handle them. But the instructors (they also been there for 6 months only) are not thorough at all, they showed the cleaning of the gun one fucking time and even then we ran out of time. They constantly change the info they give us because they don't know what they are fucking doing.
>>9397414we will go shooting next week
>>9397416i would surrender right now without firing a single shot.and if i were forced to shoot i would aim at myself
>>9397417Thank you. I try my best, but it is so fucking stressful out there. They talk about 50 kilometer marches in full gear (fully packed vest+flak jacket + helmet + fully packed backpack). We did like 2km with that and I managed but I fucking hated it so much.
There are some fat guys there who are in worse shape than I am, but they are physically stronger. I am one of the least physically able .
>>9397425That won't help, there is no way to escape that except
>civilian service (1 year)>c-papers for an actually valid reason (not depression/anxiety, a couple of guys in my unit tried but they were sent to civilian service instead). Actually valid reasons is like when youare literally unable to do it because you only have 1 leg or something>prison>t-papers for being a security threatT-papers are the only one I could legitimately get, I would just have to say I will shoot myself or my armybros. But the problem is that it affects me for the rest of my life, it will be impossible to get a job or anything.
There is also B-papers which will lessen the amount of physical labour but you will have to do other stuff instead. I could maybe get that, I don't really know what goes on with it but I don't want to do b papers jobs.
>>9397429It is not fun, only fun time is when you are on break
>>9397438thank you bro i hope so
