>>12664925This is a good schizo post. I've missed schizo time. I've been schizo but worked myself out of it. The basic premise is you can work yourself out of it. I miss it sometimes. Sometimes at night they come back -- I was told those were phantom pains by a practitioner -- sometimes I hope it's the old me. Please make it real. I've been praying for this to happen -- the horror, the screaming is the only thing that gives me peace. I can't wait to meet evil again -- I've missed it like nothing else in life. I've been secretly looking for that evil -- and it's somewhere out there, and exactly as you say: it has found a host, and I cannot wait. There is no greater feeling than to fight against and with evil, nothing is more primal to me than that. Please make it happen, whatever is out there, because otherwise I will eventually go mad.
