>>4570648I guess you should reach out for help somewhere other than 4chan. If that sounds scary, keep in mind that you will probably be stuck like this for many more years to come if you can't change your ways all by yourself. It wil gradually get worse, year after year. Anyway, you're 19 and that's a lot more time to make a change than you may think. I'm 22 have been in a similar situation since your current age and things are slowly falling apart. Might try your idea of hanging from a building to get my mind back in order to find out just how much I want to die. You're right that you should act now. Don't become like me Pajeet, at least I live in Europe so it may be a lot worse for you.
