-It used to have a bee that came to my bed and died naturally
-One feather connected with a dream of a falcon that tried to steal one thread of my hair
Other artefacts like this
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/76956017/#76967521Then I burned it all in an attempt to move on from abuse wounds I got from being harassed by this forum and global right wing Twitter that made me have psychosis and self reference delusions as someone who visits me in my dreams pointed out to me I did have a self reference delusion problem.
Also got buttblast I dreamed about a ring which I placed on the altar and felt like asking froyja for marriage and a big bird that was more of a white feather prey bird showed up when I was at the local mental health clinic and was screaming for its partner and flew past me in what looked like "yes" then came back and turned its back against me and kept screaming for its partner.
And it feels like self reference delusions as later I dreamed of a falcon doing falcon noises and I went outside "its momm!"(Froyja) But it was a Madagascar flying monkey in the sky
Also buttblasted with the BBC dreams and the possibility of an intrusion entity from Jennifer Psaki magic or from the mushrooms
Made me want to throw it all away and burn.
I haven't got a new bee
I want to be froyja perfect sweetheart and I am not sure where these dreams come from and I didn't like that the trans MTF entity tried to make me have BBC lucid dreams and I almost died because I felt unprotected and I don't want to interact with this mushroom entity and I am not sure if Froyja wants anything with me and at the same time she does not like war and violence and I just don't know what to do but think she lives in another plane