>>829026Hold on bro. I am lucky cause I found a gf before my diagnosis (I was sick when I was a teenager, then I had a few good years of remission, I've met a girl then), last year was shit, vivid hallucinations, paranoia, hospital and shit. I quit smoking weed, I drink only when I feel paranoid, I found a job, it's not that bad but it might change, I am scared of psychosis taking over me again. Anyways, I wish you and other fellow schizos all the best, I hope things will change for you for the better.
