>>11843295For the females, unlike OP, that are in this or similar situations, you've made poor decisions so far and it's unlikely having children will change that. What value would you offer as a mother? None, currently. You and your children would be a drain on society, no self respecting, worthwhile man would go near you in your current state, so bear that in mind if one does approach you.
Repent, gain purpose, be homely and a man who sees you as adequate will follow.