>>12685962What could be worse than this? At least then you can rest assured that you did in fact try. I know it may take a while, but putting it off longer and longer will only cause you more unhappiness in the long run. Yes I know this probably applies to me too, shut up....
>They might not, but it certainly won't be because they are incapable toBut... that's what you made it seem like - that they would never succeed no matter how long they try for. I want to try, but there's so much else on my mind that it's difficult to focus on it when I need to. And how do I do that? I already have someone telling me how great I am everyday, but it doesn't seem to make me feel any better
>If I don't do something soon?If you don't start trying soon. I know one of your fears is to be alone, so I thought you would do more for this. Come to think of it I'm not sure why you try to push people away either. That is the opposite of what I would expect. Are you happy with your mother being your only close contact now?
I forgot something again.... I'm not sure if I would want to change the world even if it would mean I'm more comfortable in it. I mean what if I'm part of the problem? If I make the world more accepting of my kind, what if that destroys the balance and makes things worse for everyone? I'd rather suffer in this world than produce an unlivable one
>there are four routes so I married four different onesWhich was your favorite? Mercedes? I wonder what the choices for men is like. It's not like KS, is it? Like I can choose the one I want?
Uhh what did you find? I hope it's at least something cuter than that
>How would you be able to have your own kids without a woman anyway?That's assuming I follow your advice and find one for myself. I men that is what you want for me, right? What about you? Would you still bring a kid into the world knowing what might happen to it?
>What do you think money will change?Security is a very important thing for our happiness.
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