>>11497197i can't deal with anymore. i'm a deadbeat, my brother's borderline suicidal and mum's a qanon alcoholic. every fucking night i hear about a pseudo-christian american conspiracy about good and evil and now we're in the end times. no matter how i try to help said bro he ignores me and instead gets more depressed. and my longterm anxiety is so fucking bad i can barely get groceries because i just lock up in a fucking panic. i know i feel sorry for myself and i complain a lot but the drugs don't help and psychologists are $200 a session (im broke). its a wonder nobody has killed themselves and if someone asked me politely i probably would. goddamn it not one more fucking minute of being stuck in this room screaming into a fucking void.
