>>13339530What you're dealing with is normal but I know that doesn't make it any less difficult or painful. Jesus asks us to be set apart from the rest. There are going to be periods of loneliness and isolation because the world will never accept the message of Christ. I think you should focus on patience. He is shaping your character through this hardship. He is testing you to see if you trust Him and can fully rely on Him, or if you will break when the going gets tough.
But don't worry if you fail the test. Come back when you're ready and we will celebrate your return.