>>17837710Wait til your 30s. I'm 35 and my life is better than I ever thought it could be when I was 25. I'm not blowing smoke up your ass. Just keep at it for another decade. You're still a retarded child. Our society babies us until 18, then we're expected to suddenly become an adult. You are experiencing the adolescence you should have had when you were a teenager. Give it time, keep improoving, you'll get there.