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Masturbation feels like chasing a feeling which never comes.
Anticipation of the act deludes you into believing that orgasm will be something greater than just a pleasant spasm. The moment you start jerking off you already catch a glimpse of emptiness which awaits you after this wall of self-delusion, which is the true nature of masturbation. The wall will shatter and you will fully see the void you have surrounded yourself with the moment you'll have an orgasm.
I wish i could finally break my porn addiction and switch to only having pollutions. But every now and then i tend to forget about all this and give in.
Masturbating while on shrooms can be really good though.