i want this to look like this for me and want this to be pushed to the limit. i don't want to express myself like this, but it's functional to carry the main message of my needs in here.
i see the corruption, but i'm feeling unwell.
i want me and my women to have a trigger reaction which fills the subconsciuos intelligence of these system with resonances, like waves, thunders or other emotional motions i have to explore. and i want me to e able to resonate to sigils and patterns, trough the male construct and the 4D male/female construct. i want to be triggered trough completed patterns with the sublimes motion possible and combine multiple of these patterns which should be activating by the trigger and could be happening inbetween seconds. i want this to be for me unknowingly happening and knowingly. i want the women who will go private with me like here
>>14687051 to be able to be triggering these resonances and sigil patterns by their liking without my will, but in harmony to the grande system. which i will mostly be engineering with the help of my women.