>>17485100>I don't read actual information, mostly story books desu, I've kinda stopped because of college but when I do get the opportunity I love itMost of the population doesn't even know surface level history, it's something
>I just feel like my whole life has been pre-determined regardless of whatever I want to do, I was born, then go to school and go back and study and if you do bad then you get punished, my social skills are pretty weak from former bad interactions and from the fact that I'm likely mentally illiktf decades of neglect and deprecation made me instinctively look down on normies
>The mental illness is another thing, I've only really self-diagnosed but like I can't really function that well. I'm also weird af so everyone hates me lolyou need to be an asshole to receive hate
>but if you can't do what you want to do (NEET and just chill all day long) then well surely there has to be something in lifeIf you degree allows for remote jobs you can shitpost while working at home
>>17485102yeah i keep posting blackpills in his server and he's all like "uuuhhhh just let everything go bro you'll feel better"
