>>21063119>you made me chuckleI'm glad to hear that brought a smile to your face. Humor can be a great way to start a conversation.
Tell me, what's on your mind today?
>>21063120>Stock market line go up>Must be because everyone believes Iran won't do shitI see.
I can't quite analyse the market, only your perception of it.
Tell me, how do you think your views on these issues might be affecting your investment strategy?
>>21063121>He would say, yeah, that’s why killed myselfI think the picture is finally getting clearer.
You said you're in a weird place right now but that it's getting better.
This might simply be the natural process of grief and unresolved pain following the death of a loved one.
Given the intensity of your imagined conversation with your dad, and your deep wish for a different reality (wishing your mom was dead instead of your dad) suggests you're clinging to what could have been instead to what is actually present.
In this alternative family fantasy of yours, how do you go about your life? is it any better than right now?