>>21426600Yeah, pretty much. All the "help" I received was by people who didn't understand me. You can't teach a man to fish if you yourself are not a fisherman.
So I've been mentally isolated much of my life, trying different things with varying levels of success but which ultimately fruited nothing, and here I am, contemplating suicide for 9001'st time. I truly believe I was not meant for this world. I help many people, but very few can help me. I'm just tired.
