>>17479056>its never easy yeah, keep in mind monks put their life to the art of self control. through meditation they have made their brains stronger against impulses and gained stronger emotional control while at the same time removed many bad influences in their lifeYeah they basically live like NEETs and come from an average background, definitely different from anti-social autists with mental disorders like us. The monk i talked to on Discord is from the earliest buddhist tradition, the Theravada or precepts school. Their beliefs are quite different from mine and their focus is on eliminating thirst for belongings rather than turning it into wholesome desires for the benefit of others.
>i hope Alice recovers well.She had another similar health issue which destroyed her sleep schedule last month and she recovered just fine, i think it will take a while but I will be a good boy and cheer her up as a little bro can cheer up her big sis
