>>16022096I mean, I don't think using a cope to justify it changes what it is in reality. If you consented to having sex with that man, and you know that you did, it just won't change no matter how much denial you put yourself through afterward. Plus, the excuse isn't even there if the other male was somebody your size or even smaller, so, it may not even be viable.
Unless you mean literal rape happening, then I don't think anything you try yo justify it with after the deed is done changes it. It's just the very definition of homosexual. You willingly had sexual relations with another man.
With pegging, sure, I agree that it makes you pretty gay as well for doing it, but since there's a woman involved still, I think it just goes down a good bit. Wanting something up you definitely isn't normal still, but, I think that the female presence just makes it objectively less gay than straight up homosexual intercourse. As long as it's consensual in both cases, then, I don't think the physique of your partner matters. I mean, if you were 100% gay and wanted someone weaker than you to put it in you, then, you could just look for a person with a low build, no? Rather than straight up a woman. Again, it's still pretty gay to wanna get pegged, but that factor just makes it less gay than, well, gay sex. It's in the name, right?
>>16022122I mean, I don't know what to say about it at this point, shame you have so many pains, but just try to take care. Definitely get your rest throughout the weekend.