>>22495133have some faith in yourself, anon. you can at least start by preparing yourself to become more self sufficient by learning skills to live on your own and rely on yourself. even if nothing comes of it, you will know greater degrees of independence, while still having that safety net of your family to rely on. failure, in this case, is a sign of progress because it means you are at least taking the steps to see yourself succeed. you gotta be able to see it through the tough times.