>>10185337it never really goes away, the reason it feels different is because it is
that person is gone forever and things will never go back to the way they were before
you have to accept that and it is very hard especially if it was traumtic or sudden
its only natural to miss them of course, but if it interferes with your day to day life even years later then it may have developed into complicated grief, that as it sounds, is complicated, we all grieve differently, and you havent finished yet