>>20760543> How exactly>when i'm face to face with people i completely lock up and cannot think of anything to say beyond single word responses>>20760544convincing me to sin is not help
>>20760549like i said, it's not an option, and i've dealt with retards and they're even worse than normal people, they're completely unpredictable and they fucking scare me so much
>>20760554unfortunately alcohol doesn't help me
i can get black out drunk and i'm still just as anxious and retarded as if i was sober, except i'm more wobbly
>>20760558there are no hobby groups near me, believe me i've looked
i force myself into social situations like i said, it doesn't improve, only keeps me at a maximum level
