>>16848195You will never be a real woman. You have no uterus, no ovaries, no eggs. You are a homosexual man distorted by drugs and surgery in a gross mockery of the perfection of nature.
All the “validation” you get is double and indifferent. Behind your back, people make fun of you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your macabre appearance behind closed doors.
Men feel total disgust for you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed men to detect fraud with incredible efficiency. Even transvestites who "pass" look strange and unnatural to a man. Its bone structure is an absolute revelation. And even if you can get a drunk guy home with you, he'll turn his tail and run away the second he smells your infected and sick ax wound.
You will never be happy. You crack a fake smile every morning and tell yourself it's going to be okay, but deep down you feel depression growing like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually, it will be very difficult to endure - you will buy a rope, tie a rope, put it around your neck and dive into the cold chasm. Your parents will find you heartbroken, but relieved that they no longer have to live with unbearable shame and disappointment. They will bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and each passerby for the rest of eternity will know that a man is buried there. Your body will decompose and return to dust, and all that is left of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably masculine.
This is your destiny. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.