>>384577I understand that you're having a crisis and don't see any value in life, and the just world fallacy is coming crashing down around you.
It only gets worse from there - make yourself a valuable man and fix your problems before it's too late, which it will be sooner than you think. No woman worth having will be with a man who is a loser, which is what you will be if you don't get out of your self-fulfilling prophecy negative thought patterns RIGHT NOW. Stop fucking playing RuneScape and making friends online. Get back in school and put in some effort for once. Stop letting your single mother nurture you into a wizard apprentice.