>>11213745I tried backing by saying how I need rest and other shit
that backfired and caused drama
I don't want to look like a penguin with gonorrhea, I pull the line behind that and honestly I have every right to be embarassed by that, what made me blow in anger is why the fuck does everyone think they desserve an explanation for what is entirely my business
they ain't IRS that I have to keep my bills clean to them, besides- the fuck does a day of difference create, I'm already a year too late and this provides for a nice full circle
I just want to be left alone to my devices to actually figure shit out instead of having to relly on others for everything which brought me into this mess in the first place, I like to be self sufficient and not rely on others like crutcves
I just hope my tiny neurotoc breaktdown wasn't entirely in vain and I get the cogs rolling in the right direction with it