>>7263971Yeah, I get that. Past mistakes keep haunting around, bugging you for no reason. I'm totally with you on that. Shit keeps me up at night, interferes with my concentration. Kinda feels like you're not ready to start living a real life until you learn how to stop acting like an idiot. But in the end that's just wishful thinking. I wish I could give you a solution but I can't. Best I can tell you is that feels are just feels. They stick around for a while, they're shitty and annoying, but eventually they go away on their own. Only thing to do is ride them out and keep moving forward as best you can I guess