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> been with HSSH for 11 years
> only had sex with eachother
>she starts to compare our relationship to new ones
>she packed her bags and thought about leaving me for them but chickens and stays
>she starts to have emotional affairs
>I'm about to call it quits
>she says she'll stop all of it
>get married
>6 weeks later she says she's not happy with our monogamy
>wants to swing/ open marriage and knows the guy she wants to do it for
> she says she wants to do it because our emotional and mental connection sucks
>talks about cucking me too
>says she want a new connection, can you fuck me like a new person
>devastated my virgin wife is ready to become a whore and wants to cuck me
> I'm a decent looking guy , 6'0 190 on dress sharp
>next day i take off my ring tell her if we can't fix this we should call it quits
>we make a game plan for her to get the emotional and mental connection she wants , tell her she needs to cut off with this guy friend she talked about opening up our marriage for
> she agrees, I put ring on
> next day she's calling divorce because i took my ring off and said " if we can't fix this we should get a divorce"
> no working this out , not willing to see counseling
> moves out that night
This was 13 days ago. She blames me because I took off my ring and said if we can't fix this divorce. My dream of virgin wife came and went . now im 28 and don't know if ill ever find another zero partner count lady.
My friends are telling me i should be excited because I can dive into hedonism, the red pill people are telling me to be excited because I can dive into narcissism. Neither really appeal to me. The last option is to turn to god and start going to church hoping to find a quality woman but this whole experience has made me realize I may not be ready for a family - and I've never " felt" god in church .
What do /pol/? What kind of man should I become now that I'm starting from scratch?
Narcissism, hedonism, traditionalism,ect?
