>>6029651>I feel like we've talked over this more than two times now.More than two, sorry for being repetitive, I get obsessive over certain topics and want to go deeper.
>Were you sleeping just now..?Nope ^-^
Yesterday I thought about something Alan Watts once said about what our inmost being is escapes our examination. So I tried to grasp who I was, or what I was or was what. And I realized there is this one, thing, I can't properly describe. But a basic "feeling" or some sort of assumption that we know of ourselves, or of what we are. Yesterday I could only describe it as a symbol (for myself), a rectangle and a triangle above it, this for me was "me" in some way, it was that basic understanding I had of "myself", it had a dinstinct color too. It escaped me, I feel. Just thought about it now though.