>>9154013>26>no friends>no gf ever>shitty dead end job that would take me 20 years saving every dime I make and not eating to buy a middle class house, on top of dealing with boomers all day>socially off>no passions or interests>no long term goals>only ever wanted to be a dad, a provider, with a wife and kids>no longer feel anything but numbness, find nothing humorous, have not truly laughed in 4 years>on my way to work last week, saw a dog get hit by a car>walked out to check and see if it was okay>it was dying and in pain>took a shovel and gave it peace>felt nothing, know I should>feel like an empty shell, where am I? What happened? How did I get here? How much longer can I keep on? >I can't imagine myself as an old manThis story doesn't end well for me lads.
