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I never enjoyed my youth. Partying sucked, having to quit alcohol and drugs was hell. Every relationship was so superficial and were massive nothingburgers. I never felt loved. Sex was meh. I committed to so many women i didn’t click with and I just wished id gone round and fucked milfs and other crazy shit. I’ve been depressed all this fuckin time and I’ve wasted it all. I’m never getting it back.
I’m 70% getting towards where I wanna be but the regrets are killing me. How do you stop this? Do you just need to keep grinding and let the feelings flow through you? I’m in such a low rut that I can’t see myself feeling good again