>>17436816You're depressed due to self esteem issues and are banking on transgenderism as a hard reset in the hope of feeling better. But it's not possible to change your sex, and you're just making yourself more depressed because you will always fall short of your goals. You're stuck in a vicious cycle. Get help, and get off social media where you're exposed to content that makes you hate yourself for being a white male. The beauty of masculinity is that you don't need outside approval to be who you are. It's better to be a mediocre man than a failed woman.