odd dreams. strange personal messages. see the market is doing better. my mood is not much improved but it's not worse. my mind is not any clearer but it is certainly busier. maybe i'll take the rest of the day off and just ponder these thi- NAH!!! ready to post, come what may. i'll try not to despair spiral or cringepost anymore today. definitely done enough of that. meant what i said though, but as always i wish i'd said things better. communication is very difficult and i've never been great at it, despite what it looks like, and it has been a learning process my whole life. not gonna stop doing and chasing what i love though.
oh, one thing i will share from my dreams, china tariffs might definitely be coming, big surprising ones. that was a key theme.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nFZP8zQ5kzk 