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I expect too much from life.
I was born in a poor country, in a poor family, with no chances for great life or great relationship. I was skinny, ugly and with no meaning to the world, but I was happy with my life, I was never complaining.
Then my life took 180 degrees turn and now I am more handsome guy with great body, lovely girlfriend, great job, moved from a shithole to UK and I am living the life I could only dream of only 5 years ago. For the first 2-3 years I was very grateful to the fate that things that happened to me happened, but I recently lost all that feeling. I want more, much more. I want more money, more women, more appreciation from others.
How the fuck do I deal with that urge to want to have more and more?
Even some sexual fantasies aren't fantasies anymore. I literally feel horribly bad for not being able to make them real