>>2325161I'm mad that I cant develop a Christian mentality and be able to believe in God. I'm mad that my sense of humor is macabre and dark enough to puss some people off. I'm mad that I'm too lazy to stop eating too much. I'm mad that I'm depressed. I'm mad that all my friends left me. I'm mad that every life is precious but mine. I'm mad that my parents couldn't be bothered to give me an average life. I'm mad that I ever used a PC. I'm mad that I didn't take more chances. Most of all, I'm mad that I'll never be good enough for Krista, and I'm mad that I still try every day to.