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I'm close to hit 30, never had a relationship, graduate 7 years ago in CS, I still live with my parents, I dropped contact with all my colleagues from college a few years ago, unemployed, had 1 job in my life, outside of a few internships, and working for half a decade on project that may or may not pan out.
I'm not sure how I feel, maybe lost, one thing that I'm 100% sure, I don't like people, especially nosy people, they talk too much, I don't like crowds, its loud, I was never able to properly concentrate around people, its irritating, I generally prefer solitude over companionship because of how simply it is.
The only social interaction that I have is with my parents and the sporadic shitpost on imageboards.
I'm not sure what I want exactly, I don't want to find a job because most jobs, even remote ones, will require me to move to big city, even for a day, I don't want to change field because of this same reason, and I don't want to be a trade because I don't enjoy banter, I found to be an alien concept.
I don't feel sad, or depressed, maybe I'm, I don't know, I just want to feel a reinvigorated, and more satisfied with my accomplishments, which is none at the moment.
