>>12572184Makes sense. Why do you have the need to control the future? Has the past been and is the present that painful?
>>12572186>what will happen to us? You won‘t stay together. You‘ll regret that every now and then but some day you will forget to think about it that much anymore. It will be ok.
Your heart isn‘t being a dumbass. It just wishes it wouldn‘t have to be that way. Not lastly because it fears what leaving would say about yourself. Listen to what lies the demons whisper into your ears so you know to not trust them. What do they say? That you can‘t leave because it will cause pain? What will people think? That you‘re not a quitter? That you don‘t have it that bad together every now and then? That you might never find someone just as good again? That it isn‘t easy to find someone that cares that much again? But you also know that being loved should feel different. And that being cared for looks different. Trust that.
