>>18393187>How do I get rid of her?Anon, I've fought mine my whole life since I first laid eyes on pr0n at the age of four.
They are inescapable, they corner your eyes at every angle, you can look away, but another always manifests, the hypergamy of women doesn't help either, or is a direct influence of this curse, I don't know.
I can tell you now though I was, lets say, reprogrammed, in my adolescence, and was red pilled directly by the (((system))) itself on sexual objectification, thought processes behind lust, creating mental escape mechanisms, and ultimately being violently shaken awake from the matrix of society.
My celibacy is a result of all of this, not all necessarily involuntary, I have had sex, but strangely, never felt it was ever as fulfilling as beating my dick to a pulp as I stare into a wall, generating in my mind the flesh abyss of sin and carnage composed of the naked images of virtually any woman I've ever met that aroused my sick sense of desire.
It truly hinders me, I cannot look at a woman sometimes without immediately picturing what she looks like in a bikini, or nude.
I fucking hate women so much it's unreal, it drives me to become as strong as I possibly can to spite them, they wish to only use me for resources, and sex occasionally.
I'm not a fucking gay ass faggot either, I think I may be developing some demonic hatred of life and humanity, but I know I don't want to be like that!
God, why does it have to be like this?
