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At least that I know of. Everyone around me seems to have been taken over by some kind of mind virus that forces them to compete against one another to see who can destroy everything faster, including themselves. The infected individuals start by inverting all core human values, exalting the negative aspect instead of the positive one: ugliness becomes beauty and beauty becomes ugliness, weakness becomes strength and strength becomes weakness, sickness becomes health and health becomes sickness, incompetence becomes competence and competence becomes incompetence, and so on. As they do this, they slave away their best years in a futile attempt to quench their thirst for money and power, they ruin their bodies will all kinds of marks, poisons and excesses, they fry their brains with drugs, electronic hypnotism and increasingly perverse non-procreative sexual acts, they erase their own history, heritage and traditions, they refuse to have children and replace themselves with countless foreigners who hate them, they continuously elect leaders who will only bring them into further poverty, conflict and misery... It's like a race to the bottom with no concern for long-term consequences, an instinctual spiral of death, the best name I can give to it is 'Thanatos'. I don't know why I am immune to this disease; for a long time I was even convinced that *I* was the sick one, due to my overwhelming alienation. But what is clear is that my immunity has painted a target on my back. I have to be extremely alert at all times, as the diseased seek to destroy me at every opportunity. I have become an enemy of the world by simple virtue of not being suicidal. Developing a cure for billions of people seems to be a task far above my capacities, I wouldn't even know where to start. All I can do at the moment is trying to stay alive and keep my sanity intact by writing this diary.
- Monday, 27 March 2023 -
