>>21337528>I just don't think I'm capable of entering a relationship with or especially marrying a woman that's already just become become a notch on some other guy's belt without harboring resentmentGood. Don't do not compromise your conviction just because someone else nagged you out of those convictions. Life is not temporary. You are still you after death. These are the facts. Remain a conqueror wearing the color of kings. People will insult you and manipulate you to violate what you believe in. Because you are strong and not like them.
If you change do it only for yourself and your goals or dream. That way at least. Nobody will ever have sewed a seed of regret in you. Whatever regrets you have will be of your own choosing and consequence. Haki above all.